Big day today... It is the day it all starts... I have my first official doctors visit with the man that is going to help guide me in my quest to lose 165 lbs... Man that is hard to say... or type as it were... and all with the cameras rolling. It will change my life, of this I am sure. I am also sure that it will be the longest, toughest journey of my 42 years but one that will give me back my life one pound at a time.I am scared of what the Doctor will say today, I am sure it will be a rude awakening. It is amazing how it can sneak up on you over the years and what the mind can tell you to keep you in denial. Seeing myself like this on the "before" footage that we have already shot is deeply disturbing. At the same time I plan to use it as motivation for my journey.
More to come once I see my Doctor today and we formulate the plan.
Wish me strength.
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